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January 8th, 2012; 4​:​44pm

by notfondofanyone

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I feel empty with a slight searing pain in my chest. Nothing like that warm feeling in the pit of my stomach you used to give to me. I don’t think anything will ever quite feel like that again. I know that I have hurt you and believe me it hurts me too. You means more to me than the stars in sky. Don’t worry my dear, you will be fine in time.
I knew nothing but how to stop that feeling you gave to me. but for a while, you made me feel it. And now you’ve left, and I have to say I’ve never been quite more of a mess. Conversations that never happend. running through my head:
She asked me if I would stay with her forever, and I said yes my dear I will stay with you until the nights are no longer black, and as a matter of fact I will stay with you after that. I will embrace you with every day that will pass and I’ll build you a palace and I’ll bring you whatever you want and need. Then she said I don’t need anything big, I could travel the world with you in a brown paper box and I’d be content by your side. I told her no; we lead separate lives and trust me you don’t want to be apart of mine and then she replied: Your flaws are your perfections and I know nothing but how to love you. I will stay with you forever and no one could ever take you from me. I will fight off all the others and in the end it will be you and me.
She said all those sweet words you want to hear. That she wants to hear. That he wants to hear. That all of us wants to hear. but eventually someone does leave and goodbyes are said. But sometimes the goodbyes aren’t said nor thought about. Thats when it hurts the most because you coulnd’t imagine leaving someone you once wanted. Because once upon a time they were everything that you needed and you couldn’t stand to see them walk away.
But sometimes theres a simple phone call that leads to saying all the things you never thought you would. and eventually they are and one person hangs up; the other crying wishing you could make them stay. I wish there was something I could have done to make her stay. She will forever be in my mind, in my heart, in my body. I will never forget her.
She said “I like the cold.” I said “good, that means you’ll like me.”

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released August 24, 2012

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