apathetic ramblings

from rad and sad by notfondofanyone

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it's been a rough couple months
but i'm trying to get better
i'm trying to wear clothing
more appropriate for the weather
but that's not me
and everybody knows it
i feel like the poster child
for rebellion-self-indulgence

well, i may not be hiding anymore
but i can still avoid you
so go and tell your friends
that i was up to no good
cause it's true

the anxiety is killing me
but it's not that bad
and i guess that's a contridiction
at least i'm not talking to my dad
and yeah that sounds bad
yeah it's fucking sad
but i stopped loving people
who just wouldn't love back

and i may not be hiding anymore
but i can still avoid
everyone i know
and try to play
at parking lot shows
to try and get someone to relate to the words that i sing

and i told you that i wouldn't
and i knew that i shouldn't
but i did it anyway

isn't that how all bad decisions start
cause that's how i went about breaking your heart
and that's when i knew that i was still the same as i was back then and

i'm not sorry

i disgust myself with how i can sleep through the night
and tell you i love you before i turn out the light
and i'm not meaning anything by this
i'm just trying to be honest

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from rad and sad, released May 29, 2014

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